'Yeah, you are right, we should be happy, after all we both decided this.' I said and continued, ' But its definitely going to feel weird, I mean, I was so in to you for all these years and suddenly its all gonna stop.' I still was hoping, she would say some thing in my favor, but no, I was still at the zilch position. As her back firing sentence was, ' Don't worry re, it all will be fine, you just need to give it some time.'
'Do you really think so ?'
' Yeah, i guess.' she replied.
I remained quite for a long time then, as my long pause was about to end and I was about to open my mouth, of course to say something, she had something to say, ' No its not, its not going to be fine. I am not ever going to be fine, you are not ever going to be fine, nothings fine, nothings fine.'
wohhh, I felt like the king. She was saying the words which I wanted to hear but I spitted some words which I am going to regret till my last breath. What a stupid type of king was I ?
' Cut all your fines, you know what, you were right at first place, now instead of going into all this again we should end this now and here.'
I couldn't look in her eyes, I made her cry one more time. This was the only reason we were here.
' I am sorry.' I said, ' I didn't mean to hurt you, I never ever even in my dreams can bring a thought of hurting you. But this happens, I don't know how but it happens, unknowingly, I never mean it or want it, you know that.'
'I know.' she acknowledged.
' It will really be better if we stop this, I don't want to hurt you even more.' Came out of my mouth. And even before she cloud say anything, I hugged her, kissed her forehead and left.
